through my window

I’m struggling for this week…all of the assignments and tests…I’m not a last minute doer.but sometimes group work force me to be in that situation. Apart of that, there was a hard situation that train me to be a good person…be patient.. I’ll try..but sometimes, it’s just my attitude to be a loud person in a certain situation. A situation that makes me pissed of and want to stick to my opinion.

lately..i always had a bad dream when i sleep up to 8am..so no more after this.

im happy tonight.

Relationship is a commitment..

dear me…please be strong..kuatkn hati please..

awak…kalau betul awak sayang saya…please..hold on..It’s hard for me to forget you…and ily..I did…and I do…

Second phase of this 3rd sem has started and I just hope my test 1 pass for all subject. For carry mark I hope will get at least thirty-five. Hopefully. And the main target is final…I hope to score more on final.

I got this for him. I have been plan to give this a long time ago but finally I got it yesterday and I love it.

last week was exhausted…and I can say that was the most hardest week that I went through..I had 2 test on the evening and at night on the same day. For me, it’s not easy to study on the last minute…I will get confused..I will get stuck and finally end up with just studying a simple thing. Test 1 is completed and nothing must be done to improve it unless on test 2 and assignments. Out of 4 subjects in test 1…I’m confident that I can did on 1 subject only. Other than that…yes I can did..but just did…you know..I can’t put my confidence in it..just imagined how much I have to cover it up on test 2..hope to hit my target for the 50% of carry mark…

Back now..it’s mid sem holiday..It is a full holiday for me..I didn’t bring any book like I did before in every mid sem holiday. Since I had finished all of the test last week and it was a tiring beginning of the sem so I decided to get rest in this 1 week and start with a target when I come back there.

Everything is great for me. I had mentioned before that I had 2 wishes. I just got 1 of that..it was a new phone..thanks to him..and the other wish? InsyaAllah…soon..xoxo

is he has a feelings on me? that kind of feelings more than friend?  ish…kenapa hati rasa xsedap je..am I sympathy with him cause I have someone else? or cause he’s too kind?..Ya Allah..help me handle this situation..he never told me before..so I’ll assume we’re friends..tweet dia untuk aku ke..mnyesal pulak stalk..

awak sweet bila main token untuk dapatkan saya hadiah..I know it’s just that but the way you do it…usaha awak tu…sgt sweet..

yes..it’s my birthday today..usually I just bought something that I can eat..chocolate for example..There is 1 time ago where I bought present for myself on my birthday..it was a mug written 30 march..but until last year I didn’t bought anything for myself..but now I just feels want to buy present for myself on my birthday every year until I got married..it doesn’t show anything..it’s just to appreciate myself for everything that I did until now..yes maybe others should appreciate you..but there’s nothing wrong with it anyway..there is something that you wish for..and just feels wanna buy it for your own sake..your own desire..and I wonder this year what It gonna be..

hari ni pecah sudah rekod tak nak ponteng kelas untuk sem ni….ini semua gara2 night talk sampai pagi dan tak tido semalaman….

Alhamdullillah..got 1 placement for internship at Cheras..Still need to consider for it as it quite far from my home..I’m really hope to get placement at KL..